end of a year

It's 2.18am of Thursday,30th December 2010
one more day,and the year 2010 will be over
I lay down recollecting the memories I had this year.
Undoubtedly it's much better than I thought.
going into form6 was never my plan and now that i'm going through it,i've gain so much.
met many great people this year,gone through many ups and downs.
I guess as time pass we grow up without knowing.
all the worn out soles and dirt filled knees changed us bit by bit
but of course,as we gain we lose something. life's fair indeed.

And so,at this second last day of the year 2010,
I thought about my new year resolution set,
and i realized that I've forgotten about it.
I found it somewhere since i actually wrote it down and unfortunately,I did not fulfill my new year resolution.
I guess i'll need to buck up in the upcoming year then :)

To everyone who's reading this post,
set a new year's resolution that you can achieve,and try your best to achieve it. because a goal set helps you to keep your head straight about what you should do. 

Always fight, until you can’t anymore.

excited :D

yours truly is in a very high spirit to shop
shop shop shop shop
whoohoo!
done with online shopping(for now)
so next is shopping!lol

turn up the lights,bring out the clothes,dresses, accessories,shoes babeh!

tomorrow's gonna be a good good day~ :]

rain.bow

although it feels like a roller coaster now,

life will calm down.

You made my heart throb

I am crazy
crazily in love :D
Matthew Gray Gubler is so awfully,extremely,dreadfully attractive!

Let the pictures speak for themselves :)

 his smile *melts*

Do I really need to explain further? ♥

* Photos courtesy http://twitter.com/GUBLERNATION 

The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
And people say things that bring you to your knees
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile

Give me those happy pills

We must fight for what we love- yes
We must never give up until we achieve our goals- yes
We must hold on to our dreams- yes
But what if you're lost and you don't even have a dream,a goal and faith is falling apart?

I want to know what i want.

Lord, I know you've been listening to my prayers. But why am I still lost..

someone please give me a bottle of this sweetest drug :)

I believe there's a place where fear is finally waving goodbye

Somewhere in the world tonight,everything's alright.

so take me there,

can you take me there?

Is there something out there beyond those skies?

I can do Better

'my message is "you can". you can do anything you want to do,as long as you make up your mind,you can do it.'  

  - Dick Hoyt      

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDnrLv6z-mM&feature=related

(watch it,and you'll be moved to tears..well it kinda did for me)

You're who you think you are. And i want to be someone who by the end of my life in fact if I could, by the end of everyday,feel proud and good about myself .I want to live life to it's fullest and try not to waste any second in my life,cause this life is mine.Easier said than done? It's just a matter of what my mind thinks. 

How about you?

To be or not to be,that's the question.

Note to self:

Do not let your mind put you down and limit yourself,

you're better than you think.

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway ♥‌

Blue Black

We all have a past,
no matter how great or how bad it is,it is always a part of us,
haunting.

There're mistakes we did,
words we regret saying,
and
actions we wished we'd never took.

There're scars,bruises we get along the way
to get to the point we are right now.
Bruises will hurt at first,
leaving a patch of black mark
but soon,it'll be gone and the same patch will look just like the rest.
Scares however,will always be with us
at first though,it'd be very obvious
but as time passed,it will,too,turned less obvious
and the mark left acts as a reminder,reminds us where and why we got it.

When u get bruises,scars,you will be more aware,
so as to not repeat the same mistakes,
because you know how much it would hurt,
and how hard it is to heal.

Quotes Lion King:

The past is the past,but you can choose to leave it behind,or to learn from it.

P/S: This is inspired by the blue blacks i got and Lion King  :)

ghost town

We can never ever think that there's always someone there for us. Everyone has their priority. They might be here one day,and gone the next.

And after awhile, you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive. No one else is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it, and keep going on.

Best quote ever?

I want to run,far far away.

waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?


“If you wait for the perfect moment when all is safe and assured, it may never arrive. Mountains will not be climbed, races won, or lasting happiness achieved.”



"Don't wait for the perfect moment, seize the moment and make it perfect"

'nuff said :)

just keep swimming

The line from Finding Nemo,delivered by Dori had suddenly struck my mind
"just keep swimming,just keep swimming",said with full energy,enthusiasm and positiveness.

It's definitely not easy to stay positive as days passed by and you realized that you've achieved nothing through out this far.Of course,who doesn't know that we need to work for what we want.But things are always easier said than done,especially when you've no inspiration and mood at all,hanging on doing nothing seems to be the easiest way out.The devil fights with the angel in my brain. I can't seem to just put the lazy thoughts away because it is that easy to slack and enjoy lingering around doing nothing.

But one thing for sure,if I continue hanging on the temptations,I will regret at the end of the given time frame,when the ugly truth slaps me hard on the face.

We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they’re called memories. Some take us forward, they’re called dreams.

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