Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas


25th December,every year,without fail,Christmas is celebrated all around the world.
It is a day about giving,caring and love.


Christmas is the day Jesus was born to earth,as a human.
and the real reason to celebrate Christmas,is to remember that God is always with us.
Jesus is Emmanuel in Hebrew,which means "God is with us"


The Service in Kingdom City was great.Ps Paulus is such a blessed person.
Emmanuel means God is with us. Present continuous tense.
It means,He will always be with us,now and forever.


Hope everyone had a blessed Christmas!
Thank You Lord,who has so much love for us.

catch up the service here:Ps Paulus's Christmas message

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Thank You by The Katinas

thank you, Lord


Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me



Here I am with all I am
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
My Jesus, words cannot explain
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed mercy

I wanna say thank you for the sun 
I wanna say thank you for the rain
Everything You do is beautiful
I'm so grateful for Your love

Thursday, October 13, 2011

breathe again

Lord I pray for strength to get through everyday.
Despite telling myself what I should not do,I always fail.
I hope I was born bulletproof
But my vulnerabilities lead me to You
and I am grateful that You are always there.
Your love is what that fills my heart and make me whole again.
Thank You,Lord.

Wash away the weigh on your shoulders and learn to breathe again.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

you'll get through it


saw this in Tumblr and bumped in to this video in Youtube and i think it's beautiful :)



there're always darker days where we think we're not good enough
there're days when we feel as though the world is crushing down

but nothing last and this too shall pass.
just hang on a little longer,things will get better.


Jesus said, “I am the light of the world. If you follow me, 
you won’t have to walk in darkness,
because you will have the light that leads to life.” John 8:12 

Sunday, September 25, 2011

T.R.I.A.L.S

Trials is starting tomorrow and argh so unprepared!
Can't wait to be done with it and have a truly blessed Saturday(I know it'll be great even before it has started ;) )
off to study now!
All the best to everyone who're having exams

*exam suckz :/

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Healer

This is a note i read on Facebook and it truly gives all of us the assurance that God is whenever,wherever and the God that heals.
It is so powerful that I think everyone should read it.
so here it goes:



Left to Die
By age 34, Nasir Siddiki, a successful businessman, had made his first million, but money meant nothing to him on his deathbed. Diagnosed with the worst case of shingles ever admitted to Toronto General Hospital , his immune system shut down and doctors left him to die.
 
The next morning I woke in a sterile room on the eighth floor of the hospital, my skin burning as though someone had doused me in gasoline and lit a match. I felt on fire from the inside out.

My doctor arrived and looked at me in wonder. “The blisters are multiplying so fast I can literally watch them grow,” he said. ‘”Your body isn’t fighting back.”

The next morning, in addition to shingles, I had chicken pox from head to toe. I was put in strict isolation. That evening my temperature soared to 107.6 degrees — hot enough to leave my brain permanently scrambled.

For days I continued to deteriorate. My nerve endings became so inflamed that a hair drifting across my skin sent shock waves of fire rippling through my body. By week’s end, I was listed in critical condition.

My Last Hope

In life, I’d been bold, self confident, a risk taker. But facing death, I was terrified. I had no idea what might await me on the other side. I’d been raised as a Moslem in London , England , and I understood Allah was not a god who heals.

My only hope was in medicine.

I eventually slipped so close to death that the doctors didn’t know I could hear them when they examined me. “His immune system has simply shut down,” one of them said.

“He’s dying,” the other confirmed. “His immune system must be compromised by AIDS.”

I don’t have AIDS! I wanted to shout, but I couldn’t form the words. Then it hit me. He said I’m dying!

The doctors spoke quietly to my co-worker, Anita. “In a few hours he’ll be dead,” they said. “If by some miracle he lives, he’ll probably be blind in his right eye, deaf in his right ear, paralyzed on his right side and he may be severely brain damaged from the high fever.”

Then they left.

They left me here to die! I felt like a drowning man going down for the third time. Gathering my strength I whispered a prayer. “God, if you’re real, don’t let me die!”

In His Presence

During the darkest hour of the night, I woke and saw a man at the foot of my bed. Rays of light emanated from him, allowing me to see his outline. I couldn’t see his face, it was too bright. No one had to tell me, I knew it was Jesus.

The Koran mentions Jesus; Moslems believe He existed, not as the son of God, but as a good man and a prophet. I knew this wasn’t Mohammed. I knew it wasn’t Allah. Jesus was in my room. There was no fear, only peace.

“Why would You come to a Moslem when everyone else has left me to die?” I wondered.
Without words, he spoke to me. “I Am the God of the Christians. I Am the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.”

That’s all He said. He didn’t mention my illness. He didn’t mention my impending death. As suddenly as He appeared, He was gone.

The next morning, the same two doctors arrived to examine me. “The blisters have stopped growing!”

“We don’t know what happened, but the shingles virus has gone into remission!”

The following day, still in pain and covered with blisters, I was discharged from the hospital with a suitcase full of drugs. “Don’t leave home,” the doctor cautioned. “It will be months before the blisters go away, and when they do you’ll be left with white patches of skin and scars. The pain could last for years.”

Stepping outside into the morning sun, I looked like a cross between a leper and the Elephant Man. When people saw me, they crossed to the other side of the street. However, my mind was not on my looks; my thoughts were on Jesus. There was no doubt in my mind that Jesus’ presence in my room had stopped the shingles virus. Whatever else Jesus may be, I realized that in His presence miracles happened.

That fact left me with one consuming question: Is Jesus the Son of God as the Christians claim, or is He just a prophet as I was taught?

At home that evening, in spite of the drugs, the pain and itching was so severe I almost had to tie my hands. Even so, I fell into a restless sleep wondering about Jesus.

Learning to Live

The next morning, I woke early and turned on the television. Flipping through the channels, I froze when I saw the following words across the screen: Is Jesus the Son of God?

I listened intently as two men spent the entire program discussing this topic — answering all of my questions. Before the show went off the air, one of the men led the television audience in a prayer. My body was aflame with pain but I knelt on my living room floor anyway. Tears streaming down my face, I repeated the prayer and invited Jesus into my heart.

Immediately a voracious spiritual hunger sprang up within me. I had to know more about Jesus. In spite of my doctor’s orders to stay inside, the next day I went out and bought a Bible. First I read the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Still ravenous, I started in Genesis and read through the Bible during my sleepless nights.

Meanwhile, Anita brought me books and teaching tapes explaining the Gospel. I devoured them while continuing to study the Word of God. As my understanding of faith began to grow, I dug out a picture of how I looked before shingles. I prayed and asked God to make me look that way again.

Nasir and Anita SiddikiJesus, My Healer

One week after my discharge from the hospital, I woke and found my pillow covered in blisters. I must have clawed them in my sleep, I thought. I crawled out of bed and stepped into the shower. What had started on my pillow was finished in the shower: Every blister fell off my body!

Instead of being covered with patches of white and scar tissue, my skin was simply red and raw. It slowly healed, returning to its pre-shingles condition. When it did, I not only looked human, I looked like I did before I got sick, except for the scars that I still carry on my chest.

None of the doctor’s dire predictions came true. My eyesight was 20/20. My hearing was normal. My speech was unimpaired. I suffered no brain damage.

My healing was miraculous, swift and complete. I never suffered from lingering pain or any other complication. Not only did I have the worst case of shingles ever admitted to Toronto General Hospital , I also had the most miraculous recovery.

Jesus, the God of the Christians, showed up in the hospital room of a dying Moslem and healed me. But that wasn’t the greatest miracle He performed. The transformation that occurred in my heart was even more dramatic than the one that occurred in my body.

An international teacher and evangelist, Dr. Nasir Siddiki is the founder of Wisdom Ministries (WisdomMinistries.org). He lives in Tulsa , OK with his wife Anita and their two sons.


Credits to the person who shared it on Facebook.

Jesus is the son of God,the alpha,the omega,the beginning and the end.

Lord I pray that You'd do it again. All the miracles You did you'd do it again and pour out Your love onto the people who's hungry to know who are You. Thank You for giving us strength, comfort and unending love.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

love remains the same

http://biblia.com/bible/nlt/1Co13

Listening to the song Love Remains The Same by Gavin Rossadale reminded me about God's love for us.
I am having some issues with my life and honestly speaking,I always have issues,no matter it's with myself or life in a whole.
Everyone has issues and I am not saying I am not grateful.I am just saying that life has its elements that we should rejoice but inevitably there are obstacles we need to get through.

I want to dedicate this post to God for His love.
He was there all the time,and He never give up on us (Joshua 1:5) even when everyone leaves.
He answers to our silent prayers  (Matthew 7:7)
He gives us strength when we humble ourselves and pray.

During every downfall,I feel hopeless and frustrated.But when I look to God and knowing that He will be there gives me uttermost comfort and strength,

1 Corinthians 13:7
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.


1 Corinthians 13:13
Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.


Thank You Lord,for Your unending love

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

:)



This totally made my day. hope it does the same to yours too :)

Friday, July 22, 2011

by faith and not by sight



God knows what's best for every single one of us.
He already has His plans for us even before we're born(Jeremiah 1:5),
He knows how many hair we have on our heads (Luke 12:7).
Most importantly, He sent His son,to die on the cross for us,to take away our sins,and to have eternal life with him, eventhough many of us don't deserve it.
He keep giving,and we just keep receiving His grace and love.

When you go through tough times,do not turn away from God.
Believe in Him,for as humans,we don't know what's good for us.
But,He is God,the creator of heaven and earth.
With a little faith,you can move mountains ( Matthew 17:20)


So do not be afraid,put more faith! :)

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Saturday, July 16, 2011

can I hide under my sheets forever?

feeling terrible right now
how long since I've ever felt so down?
hating this feeling.

If only one could get away from the world for as long as one likes.

*ignoring the world and hides under bed sheets*

Sunday, July 10, 2011

maybe I've been thinking too much lately..
i wish time could stood still and just let me sort out my thoughts
it's just that there seems to be so much things to handle all of a sudden.


anyways,today the Bersih rally is on.(if you don't know what it is, you can Google it.)
and i saw this photo:
well,i'm not a political person,but I am very impressed that a woman this old is standing strong for her future generation.She was fired with several tear gas and "blue chemical water canon". From the bottom of my heart,I salute her strength and her bravery.
oh and A Samad Said was there too. 

2 Chronicles 7:14 "If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 
heal our land,we need Your love

Thursday, July 7, 2011

what will He say?

if today was the day for you to stand before God, what will He say to you? 


of course we'd want to hear praises from Him,but considering what you did and what you didn't do,what will you receive from Him,if today was the day?and if we're not doing enough,we should really start doing it right.
something to be ponder upon.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

from the inside out


A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart and my soul, I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise, become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

When you are losing your grip and think that you don't worth anything,
remember that God is with you and all that the pain you're experiencing is because He wants you to be a better person,from the inside out.
He loves us so much that to erase our sins,He sent His only son and die for us.
call out to Him and He will answer.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Have you ever encounter a storm?

Jesus Calms The Storm
please read:http://biblia.com/bible/niv/Mk4.37-41

           Went to Kingdom City last Sunday. Thanks to Jonathan again for fetching Suey Erz,Joannes and I! It's PS James Aiton who shared his testimony with us,and it's about his test by God,the greatest storm in his life.It's very very inspiring and strong message that I don't have appropriate words to describe it.Truly.

           There is one thing PS James said,and it sounded something like this: " people some times tease others about how little faith others have in God for they fear when they are facing storms and they turn to God.But i admire them for turning to God because the first person they ask for help when they're in trouble is God. Who will be the first person you go to when you're facing a storm?Is it God?" I guess not everyone of us turn to God in the first place.Most of us will try to handle it by ourselves,thinking me might be able to make it by our own.But if you think again,without God,who are we?He is the one who gave us every breath,He is the one who gives us strength.Without Him,can we even do anything?
         
            PS James faced his storm and even though he started to have questions like "why am I the one suffering?",he decided to believe and surrender to God.All because God had sent His only son,Jesus to die on the cross for all of us,all our sins.And it's bigger than all of his doubts.He also reminded us that we're serving an awesome God,who created the universe and breathe life into us. He had a vision after that and he talked about how he felt God's strength and comfort flowing in him. It's so truly inspiring.

           Well,you may ask,why do Christians still face problems and loss? Aren't we suppose to have a great and easy life? Well,the answer to your questions is NO.Just because we believe in God doesn't mean the road for us is wider,doesn't mean the grass is greener or the birds sing to us or our lives is easier. BUT,it means that we're turning from highway to hell to the road to heaven.Turning 180 degrees away from evil and starts walking with God. It means whenever we're facing a storm,Jesus will be with us and that we'll never be alone. And when we accepted Him,He lives in our hearts. We'll be tested by God for our faith and we will never know why.But after the incident,we'll emerge as a better person,with stronger faith and better character.It helps in shaping our soul,which is the only thing we have,that last forever.

Remember,no matter what happens,God is with us and He never fails.We will not understand why we encounter such pain,but He knows why and He will stand with us through it all. We'll never walk alone.


"even when you're in the storm,know that Jesus is still in your boat."


to listen to the Message,click on the link (please do :) ): PS James Aiton's Testimony


You are the strength of my life

Friday, June 24, 2011

gulps

and I just remembered,tomorrow is the report card day where parent/ parents go to school and take your results.yeap the day most students dreaded. Hope my parents are not going to yell at me for my poor results.
*sigh*
good day,everyone.

Lift your hands



this song is so truly amazing.
lift your hands and surrender to God when you're in your misfortune instead of holding your hands into fists.
let your faith arise when you're in trouble instead of turning away from Him.
thank Him for giving you every breath you take instead of looking at the hardships He's put you through to test you.

If you're losing faith, do what you need to find Him again.
If you do not know God,maybe it's time for you to know about Him,for He has found you.

You may think how superstitious I am but seriously,it's just because you haven't seen and know about what He did for me and how much He inspires me daily. You could too,if you just open your heart :)


Monday, June 20, 2011

second chance

Well,I've sat for MUET (Malaysian University English Test) during this mid year and I've only gotten a band4. it's neither a low band 4 nor a high band4,but a middle band4 *sigh* so it is really difficult to decide if I should retake it or not. I mean,it's not like I only need a few more marks to get a band5,but another 17 marks.

Truth be told,i'm glad a got a band4 even though based on the exam slip, I only have a "satisfactory command of English". There're only 4 students in the whole Pre-University in my school who got a band5,and most of the students only got a band3.Which i really don't understand because there're so many students who got a band4 or higher in other schools. Anyways, yes i'm glad i got a score higher than 200,which is the minimum score needed for most of the courses. But then,as i think again,why settle for the minimum requirement? Why not just try my luck and give myself a second chance? Even if I were to screw my second attempt in MUET(lets just pray that I won't!), I still have my 203 in hand.

So yeah,i'm giving myself another chance :) and this time,just hope for the best!

Humming to: Planetshakers- How I Love You

Saturday, June 18, 2011

God Is Able


No beginning and no end 
You're my hope and my defense
You came to seek and save the lost 
You paid it all upon the cross


Hillsong Live's new album, God Is Able is out in July!!

glory to God :)


Knowing I'm found
In the light of the aftermath 

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

no procrastination

"You can't expect people to put you on their shoulders and carry you around forever,at some point,you'll need to walk!"
The above sentence is quoted from a tuition teacher of mine.
True enough,you can't depend on others.
It's your life and if you don't make an effort,who will?

Don't wait for the right time to come,because if you're willing to,every second is a chance to turn your life around.

Thank You,for You've been inspiring me and giving me faith ever since.

Friday, June 10, 2011

appreciate

Do not take things for granted.
What you have right now,your family,your life,your friends,every possession of yours,
Please value them because we might not have them forever,and when we lose them, we'd rather have thoughts like "i remember.. how great.. how nice.." rather than "I should have.. why didn't I.. "

Leave no regrets because you can't turn back time to undo things. No one can.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Blessed

A leap of faith finally.
Thank you Lord for giving me all the strength and faith I needed.
Please give me more strength to endure everything that is coming after this and I pray that my faith in You grows through everyday and help me in learning more about You.

I love You,Lord and I need You in my life.




This journey has just started and I know it's going to be the best decision that I've ever made.Thank you to everyone who had prayed for me and helped me.Thank you so much :)

Finally,hope is here, hope is here. 

Sunday, June 5, 2011

everlasting friendship

Had a very spontaneous outing with Siew Li and Sue Jin awhile ago and suddenly the conversation about friends being strangers came up.
strangers --> friends --> strangers
an inevitable cycle? i hope not.
but if one day it happened on us,i just want you guys to know that you guys have been a great friend and I'm definitely blessed to have friends like you.But words will never be enough,so just hold on to our friendship and hopefully we'll not return to being strangers.


*siew li was snapping photos with my phone but apparently she did not snap her own photo :/

till next time we meet :) love you babes!
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again

Monday, April 25, 2011

all i need is You

I will take the leap sooner or later.
That time, no matter what you say is not going to stop me.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Beautiful Mess



the lyrics is just.. beautiful


And through timeless words and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

just another person



What is it about you that leaves me breathless?


To you,someone might be the world. You build a fort around him/her.
But to that someone, you might just be like a soldier, just like the others. 

Thursday, April 21, 2011

oh,please!

You can break down to ask for sympathy
or you can try harder to achieve something.

You can't expect everyone to offer you help without you even trying.
It's hard to do it yourself, of course.But what were you thinking?
Life is never a bed of roses and you've got to give your everything.
Help yourself, not asking for people to help you, all the time!

Well people starts to see your true colours and start disliking you is not the issue here.
The issue here is, how long can you expect people to spoon feed you? like hell your colleagues will offer you their    help when they can't even finish their own job or your employer will let loose you just because you're weak and that you need more help. This is reality,and reality is cruel. you got to buck up and stand on your own feet rather than leaning on others 24/7.

Well I've had enough said and I hope you get it. Being weak and show that you need sympathy most of the time is just bullcrap and it makes people sick. People might care about you for the first time,but they sure as hell won't fall for it the next time.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

The reason why people try to bring you down is because you're above them. 

We all make mistakes but the most important thing is to learn and grow with it. Of course you don't feel good about yourself when you did something wrong but that is not the most important thing. what's done is done so instead of dwelling with it why not learn from it instead?

Do not let their mean words hurt you.
Do not let their behavior stop you from being kind.
Do not let their sharp words take away your self-confidence.

Improve from your mistakes,be a better person and make them eat their words :)


Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars


Friday, April 1, 2011

If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now?



Dear Claire,
"What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will.
                                                                                        All my love, Juliet


If you were wondering, this is quoted from the movie Letters to Juliet. A reply to a woman who wrote a letter to Juliet in her tomb 50 years ago. I'm not going to write a whole long history about the tradition of writing letters to Juliet in her tomb and about the selfless Juliet's secretaries reply to all the letters from the broken hearted. What I want to say is, after the woman read the reply,she went to find for her lover after 50 years. Finally after the long-and-full-with-disappointment journey,she found the man she love since she was 15years old.And when she says she's sorry for letting go 50years ago...

I know fairy tales doesn't work in real life and there are no prince charming come riding on a white horse. But probably,just for a movie's time,I would want to believe that true love has no expiry date.

And below is the letter written to Juliet 50 years ago in the movie: 

     I didn't go to him, Juliet. I didn't go to Lorenzo. His eyes were so full of trust I promised I'd meet him and run away together because my parents don't approve. But, instead, I left him waiting for me below our tree - waiting and wondering where I was. I'm in Verona now. I return to London in the morning and I am so afraid. Please, Juliet tell me what I should do. My heart is breaking and I have no one else to turn to. Love, Claire 


p.s: don't wait for 50years to go for your love like she did.


Doubt thou stars are fire
Doubt that the sun doth move
Doubt truth be a liar
But never doubt I love

Friday, March 4, 2011

Heart Vacancy




If loneliness would move out, I'd fill the vacancy, in your heart.
Some days stay gold forever.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

what's after that,I don't know

It's funny how there're so many things going through my mind but it's hard to put it in words. Words just doesn't seem to be sufficient to describe it. Damn right,I'm in a mess right now.

Anyway,the first monthly exam is like few weeks away from now and not to mention STPM is like 274 days away. I should focus,if i could,that is. Things that need to be done:
1. stop thinking
2. stop spending too much time surfing the internet,watch dramas,movies,etc.
3. sleep less
4. start studying
YEAP. It needs to be done,and fast.


if this was a movie you'd be here right now.


Listening to: Enchanted - Taylor Swift.

Monday, January 31, 2011

tears and smiles- life

this morning,30th January 2011,we've see our friend,Zhi Kiat,away to Sydney.
seriously,I can never get used to goodbyes.no matter how many times I've sent people off.
I really hate goodbyes
But i believe that it's for his good :) so all the best to you!

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Okay,so Chinese New Year is round the corner *I can hear the fireworks and smell the mandarin oranges!*
I'm so hyped and pumped up with this and all I can say is I can't wait to go back my mum's hometown and meet all my cousins,drinking,talking and gambling till late night.haha.and not to mention all the house visiting this year!it will be a blast,I strongly believe :)

well,I don't have any Chinese New Year related pictures,but I saw this quote I really love.so here it goes:


Till next time.


Take every chance, drop every fear.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

inevitable

Know what's weird? Day by day,nothing seems to change. But pretty soon,everything's different.

I wonder what will happen 10 years from now
last year this time everything is so different
this time next year,everything will be so different again..
I hate to think about how different things will be.
at this moment it's all you know,all you've got.
but as years pass by,the things you know,the things you're familiar with,the things you have taken granted for,will not be the things you have in the back of your hand anymore.


Forever the name on my lips

Saturday, January 15, 2011

falling stars.crashing cars

I don't want to think anymore
I don't want to work anymore
I don't want to breathe anymore..


sometimes it's just so tiring and dreadful 
time flies,so fast that I hope it would just standstill for a moment
for me to look around and catch a breath
I came to realize that weeks had passed,just in a blink of an eye
and i hate the fact that February is getting nearer and not to mention November *sigh


I remember watching Criminal Minds where Jennifer Jareau says 
Maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.
Through these few weeks i started to understand a few certain things.I'm trying to cope with the hectic life of a form6 student,juggling between extracurricular activities,tuitions,problems and at the same time trying to stay positive.Of course everyone has their own problems and I'm not the only one who's having stress.So i guess all i can say is that I need to learn to cope with stress and enjoy the process.



Cause I always know the day will come
when I'm not enough to make you stay.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

unspoken

it is when you know it kills you
but you can't say it out..
you know you're in deep trouble

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this year has started rough
and somehow i think it will gets tougher
if life's a climb,this must be Mount. Everest


All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss