tears and smiles- life

this morning,30th January 2011,we've see our friend,Zhi Kiat,away to Sydney.
seriously,I can never get used to goodbyes.no matter how many times I've sent people off.
I really hate goodbyes
But i believe that it's for his good :) so all the best to you!

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Okay,so Chinese New Year is round the corner *I can hear the fireworks and smell the mandarin oranges!*
I'm so hyped and pumped up with this and all I can say is I can't wait to go back my mum's hometown and meet all my cousins,drinking,talking and gambling till late night.haha.and not to mention all the house visiting this year!it will be a blast,I strongly believe :)

well,I don't have any Chinese New Year related pictures,but I saw this quote I really love.so here it goes:

Till next time.

Take every chance, drop every fear.

inevitable

Know what's weird? Day by day,nothing seems to change. But pretty soon,everything's different.

I wonder what will happen 10 years from now
last year this time everything is so different
this time next year,everything will be so different again..
I hate to think about how different things will be.
at this moment it's all you know,all you've got.
but as years pass by,the things you know,the things you're familiar with,the things you have taken granted for,will not be the things you have in the back of your hand anymore.

Forever the name on my lips

falling stars.crashing cars

I don't want to think anymore
I don't want to work anymore
I don't want to breathe anymore..


sometimes it's just so tiring and dreadful 
time flies,so fast that I hope it would just standstill for a moment
for me to look around and catch a breath
I came to realize that weeks had passed,just in a blink of an eye
and i hate the fact that February is getting nearer and not to mention November *sigh


I remember watching Criminal Minds where Jennifer Jareau says 

Maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

Through these few weeks i started to understand a few certain things.I'm trying to cope with the hectic life of a form6 student,juggling between extracurricular activities,tuitions,problems and at the same time trying to stay positive.Of course everyone has their own problems and I'm not the only one who's having stress.So i guess all i can say is that I need to learn to cope with stress and enjoy the process.

Cause I always know the day will come
when I'm not enough to make you stay.

unspoken

it is when you know it kills you
but you can't say it out..
you know you're in deep trouble

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this year has started rough
and somehow i think it will gets tougher
if life's a climb,this must be Mount. Everest

All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss